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Counting the day for the  new year 2012.. ;) azam baru dgn smngt y baru ;D He said he love me.. I said I love him more!  he said he miss me.. I said I miss him more! he said he need me for the rest of his life.. I said my life is just for him! he said he won't leave me.. I said pls kill me if he do! die hensem, saya xcantek   =.=

Akhir-akhir sem ni sememang nye time y pling sakit bg aku sbg student.. maklumla akhir-akhir sem ni duet loan pn da abes.. tp bkn salah aku, slh ptptn 2 y bg duet sume awl2 sem.. mmg x la nk smpn smpi akhir sem..=.= tp sbnrnye mmg loan ckt :( ( bdk xrti bersyukur mcm ni la ) Ok, sewa rumah 2bulan xbyr lg! duet dlm bank ade lg rm40 untuk survive, ade lg sebulan lebih kt cni... Oh God! tetiba plak rase sdpnye mkn megi hri-hri (T_T) Apabila memikir kan mslh-mslh mcm ni, bley menjejas kan pelajaran and aku nk BERHENTI blaja :( nk kawen jelaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ;'( kawen pn ssh lorh ;'( sape ade keje kosong, sila bg nita sb nita sgt-sgt memerlukan gaji,bkn keje =.= ok, enough for today.. continue memikir kan masalah =.= p/s : aku rasa owg len pn akan ade mslh mcm ni..sabar k, dugaan jew sume ni ;)

Setiap yang terjadi pasti ade hikmahnya.. saya leka, saya jahat, saya xsempurna. tp saya berharap masih ade ruang untuk menjadi orang yang lebih baik xthu mcm mne nk mula kan.. sgt m'harap doa mama dan izin Allah  Tak semua bde kita bley share dgn owg laen.. xtahu mcm mne nk luahkan, nk bercerita dgn owg laen. tp dlm diri ni mcm ade dilema y ssh nk di luahkan. kdg2 tibe-tibe rase sedey, sedey dgn diri sendiri tp xthu knp.. jgn tanye ape-ape, sb mmg xd jwpannye. just follow the flow hepi2 kn diri.. mgkin ini semua brkat doa mama 

M y first trip with my whole classmate from bm233 3B! ni muka bru bgn tdo ^^ exited =.= ni pn muka exited gk dpt msuk petrosains hihi special for mc sue .<3 kawan-kawan saya ;) kawan-kawan saya juga ;) kami cantek!!! hee mereka pn cantek ^^ asyik-asyik mereka =.= da lme xbuat rombongan dak skola mcm ni.. ;) p/s : pic nita xbyk sb nita y kne amk gmbrnye..nk bt cne, thnx to my hazel =D

1900 20.11.2011 Cantek tarikh ni..once in a lifetime ;) hari ni hari ahad, very bored sunday..hri ni i read back all my previous entry. ble da baca balik, ingat balik kenangan-kenangan lama. bgos jgk ade blog ni..keep all my memory..mybe lau owg len baca, mst nth ape2, but its just for me ;) so, nita kne salu update, ble baca balik mst conok ^^ Today story : Everything going great with my daily routine, everyday wake up early in the morning, prepared for the bored class until nite, stdy, stdy n stdy..a lot of test upcoming :( such a great days right? ;) but times goes faster than i'm expect. i'm only have about 1 month n half before my final. ( lau xslh la..hehe ) as usual, everyday missing my lovely mummy, yaya, iman, my family, my messy bedroom, n miss my hubby as well. ;( but still, i'm happy with my crazy frens...nasib baik saya ade mereka ;D kami mgira detik-detik untuk ke final bersame-same..hehe skg saya ade patrick star hehe * hubby saya ckp, nk tu...

Everything happen for reason. I love him more and more <3 It's not who you are to the world, it's who you are to me..it's not how many times i say " I  love you ", it's how much i really do..

can't stop from crying..:( Ya Allah, knp aku lemah sgt knp aku kena rasa balik perasaan ni.. klu la die thu perasaan ak kt die... klu la die thu mcm mne aku syg kt die.. sakit sgt........